Blogs: April 23, 2008 (5:39) - Our strange feelings - Posted by TaisiaDol
To save... Every meeting, every look and smile, to save all memories, words, talks, messages. To keep them forever in soul and thoughts, to place them there as golden pieces in a box. To remember, to remember you all my life. Your smile, your eyes and strong hands. Your voice, your look and the most wonderful words. Your image – the brightest and the closest one. Do you believe me - so strong love as mine happens so seldom?! To see – and to understand at once, at one, the very first moment, understand that here is him, he appeared in my life at last, and understand that it is a destiny, probably. To seek for dating with you – even virtual dating in the Internet – and then to feel childlike jolly seeing your smile on the camera, to write you poems and nice sweet words in our messages – just like in XIXth century. To look in your eyes and sink into them. To catch all your phrases, every mimics and gestures, every tender look. To hear your voice in the headphones, mixed with an echo a little. Just to be with you – so close by soul distance and so far away by geographical distance, without saying a word, just look at you and see my mirror image in your eyes. And to understand then, that here is your man, a man who understand you without words, just by looking at me, by reading my mind. To receive your gifts I like so much, you have a very good taste and you always know which flowers I like more, which sweets I prefer and what kind of perfumes will be the most suitable for me. And then I understand that I did not mistake, I realize that I am even ready to give my life for him, that I can accept him as he is, with all his lacks. That I am ready to listen to him always, ready for everything. And then I realize that it is the first time in my life when I feel such feeling – a feeling that you just want to know that everything is all right with him. And the most important for you is to know that he is happy. And all the rest is not so important. That's enough. And you feel good then. And to save... To save your feeling till the last day. Till the last hour, minute. Till the last second and the last breath. And to leave a love after yourself. A sincere, clear and bright love.