Blogs: April 23, 2008 (5:43) - Do I believe in love? - Posted by OksanaL
It can sound strange, but I do not believe in love. I can not believe that people can do anything with no reason, just to make someone jolly. And even if they act so, than it is not for a long time. It seems I was in love not so long time ago, but I always realized that I would be able to live even alone. Though we were together for 3 years. But one day I woke up and realized that I felt nothing, so, I gave up our relations. As he never hurt me, now I do not feel any anger to him. Now I am alone and I feel I am happy. Though I try to find someone, I think about it very seriously. Sure, I know that some feelings can exist between people, but the most of all I want to be sure that they will not end one day. I look around and, unfortunately, persuade myself day by day that I am right in my beliefs. And I want so much to find a person, who is able to convince me that I am wrong, that real feelings are immortal – because it is so scaring to see everything I see in the life. Yes, most people are right – everything goes away early or later, and too often it goes away too early. But! What goes away – it is not a love. Love itself is endless. Simply objects of our love changes, and it is quite normal. Human nature is made this way – every person likes to change and to change the world around. And who knows, on what stage of its development humankind would stop without that feature! So, if you can live without love and beloved person – then it is good for you, because you are free in this case. And a person, who loves someone else – he or she depends on his or her beloved one, and once that beloved one says any bad words – then your mood is spoilt for the rest of day, and even more. When a person does not need anybody's love – he must be happy that he does not depend on anybody. And if you will find your life and will love and beloved – that's also fine! So, as you can see, people can win in any situation they have in life. I also hope for this.