One guy has appeared in my life, a guy I like so much. The main issue is that we like each other virtually, through Internet. We can not meet each other in real life (for a while, I hope), we understand that, but we are captured by passion so great, that we spend every evening in the Internet, share everything and at the same time we are in the fire of pure love and are burning from the only thought that we can not touch each other, that we can not see eyes each other without camera, and just say 'I love you' without microphone — whisper just into ear, touching it with hot passionate lips. We have not seen each other in personal, just in video chat and on pictures. But we understand each other almost without words, we feel each other, and, most of all, we tried to give up all this, but a strange force keep us together. I am so tired of crying in the nights from pain and  despair, and I realize that no one can advise me what to do, how to overcome these strange virtual feeling, because we ourselves do not know what to do. I almost can not life in a such way. I can see a reason of that. The matter of fact, I love. Myself. Well, I do some make-up, look in the mirror and understand that I am extremely beautiful. I love myself so much. I think I am not selfish person, I am very kind, responsive, and good, I always think, who would get my beauty. Well, yesterday, my ex-boyfriend confessed in love to me and said that he can not forget me in any way. Another ex said that he liked me  madly and he will not be able to live without me. And HE - HE said that I am very good. So why shouldn't HE start with me? Because I know for sure that HE likes me, a little bit, but  HE certainly likes me. It is so strange, many people can not live without me, confess me in love, but that one whom I need, even does not notice me and does not accept my attitude seriously. We are just friends with him...